Post-marathon blues

Well it’s been a little over two weeks since the NYC Marathon. Man, I can’t believe it’s only been two weeks, it feels like an eternity. The week after the marathon is always the worst for me. After the marathon high over the next day or so, muscle soreness sets in, and then boom, the post-marathon blues are in full force. What’s worst in the first week is that you’re not ready to start running yet, mostly physically, but you’re itching to find something to do, at least that is how it is for me.

This year, I am suffering from double post-marathon blues. Even though I trained for roughly the same amount of time, I ran two marathons with two different sets of goals and a whole heck of a lot of time was dedicated to these marathons during the training season, more so than any other cycle. Josh usually calls it withdrawal when I’m cranky, but I figured there was a more scientific explanation for my mood swings over the couple of weeks after the marathon. So what do you do when you’re trying to self-diagnose, you Google it! There is a lot written about this topic but the article I found most helpful is this one from competitor.com.

There are so many emotions running through my mind during this period of post-marathon blues:

  • —When can I start running again?
  • —I’m jealous of everyone else out there running.
  • —But it’s so cold outside. I can’t run outside.
  • —I need another race. I need to break my PR.
  • —What do I do with myself with all this extra time?
  • —Rehashing the details of both races over and over, if I had just… I would have run a PR… or if I had done this, I would have broken my time by…
  • —Crap, I think I’m eating the same amount of food I was when I was marathon training. I’m going to get fat. And the holidays are coming. I’m really going to get fat. [Weigh myself over and over or stop weighing myself and assume I’m getting fat.]
  • —I’m going to lose my fitness. I won’t be able to run another marathon again.

So what have I been doing to conquer these blues?

  • —Spending time with friends and family.
  • —Eating and drinking whatever they want. I spend so much time during the training season worrying about what I eat and drink and for once, I want to be flexible.
Good thing my birthday was a week after the marathon!

Good thing my birthday was a week after the marathon!

  • —Getting more sleep on the weekends! 🙂
  • —Running a couple of times a week, so far no distance longer than 5.5 miles and all relatively easy runs.
running + coffee = best combination in the morning

running + coffee = best combination in the morning

  • —Barre classes at Local Barre when I feel like it, no more having to stick to a schedule around running.
  • —Trying new cross training options – I’m in love with all the spin classes at Prime Cycle. I’m hoping to get a handful of them in a week.
beyond obsessed...

beyond obsessed…

  • —Working on other personal projects. I signed up for Goodreads this weekend and am so excited to eventually add all of my books especially the wish list ones! I also signed up for Newsblur to track all of my blog reading in one place.
  • —Spending more time at work. Okay, you can look at this from a positive or negative perspective, but during the training season, I always have something after work that I need to get to. Finally, I can relax during the last meetings of the day and not rush out.
  • —Looking back on pictures from the race. Ahh, reliving the memories! 🙂
Acting a little crazy at our team post-marathon happy hour

Acting a little crazy at our team post-marathon happy hour

  • —Setting new running goals. Regardless of whether I am training for a spring marathon, I’d like to join a running club to help get me through the winter months. Also, I am planning on signing up for some shorter races (4-miler this weekend and entered the lottery for the NYC Half).
  • —Thinking about which spring marathon to sign up for. I am hoping to announce this within the next couple of weeks.
  • —Planning run-unions with my running buddies. A bunch of us are signed up for the Race to Deliver 4-miler in Central Park this Sunday and are planning to meet up for brunch afterwards.

So far I’ve been doing okay. The second week was definitely better than the first week once I got back into an exercise routine (I guess I am addicted to endorphins) but still not feeling 100%. I am looking forward though to Thanksgiving (my favorite holiday of the year) and that same weekend, we have a wedding to go to, so it will be really nice to catch up with more family and friends.

Do you suffer from post-marathon blues as well?

What do you do to conquer your post-marathon blues?

NYC Marathon Recap

I am in love with marathon running all over again. Thank you 2014 TCS NYC Marathon, NYRR, all the fans, and especially my family, friends, and Alzheimer’s Association teammates.

When the weather forecast came out for this weekend, there was only one positive for race day… the cold. It was rainy, windy, and cold on Saturday and windy and cold on Sunday. Temperatures were in the mid-40s with winds about 31 mph and gusts up to nearly 50 mph. It was among the coldest marathons since 1995 and wind chill probably made it worse. It was also reportedly one of the slowest marathons since 1995.

Huddled in Fort Wadsworth

Huddled in Fort Wadsworth

I had no real expectations for this race except to finish feeling strong and good. Having come off Chicago just three weeks before, it was hard to predict how my legs would feel and given the wind, it hard to have a  definitive time goal. Originally, I thought with the lackluster PR in Chicago that perhaps I may have been recovered enough to PR again but the wind held my optimism at bay. Days leading up to the race with all the skepticism and predictions about the weather, I too adjusted my goals. I knew to run a successful race, I would need to be conservative in the first half and push harder after mile 16 and the Queensboro Bridge since the second half is hillier.

Around mile 8 - Brooklyn

Around mile 8 – Brooklyn

I didn’t negative split the race and I didn’t break my Chicago time but I did set a new course PR by over 15 minutes and I ran a race that I was proud of. I ran a very consistent first half of the race averaging around 9:30 miles, and then a slower ascend on the Queensboro Bridge, followed by a strong three miles on 1st Avenue of around 9:30 miles (thanks to all the fans), then a slower next six miles and a final push for the remaining mile. The winds were blowing every which way possible. Even though I was excited to be in the blue wave on the top of the Verrazano Bridge for the start, I felt like I was getting blown into the river. There was no stopping the wind. It helped push me for a few spots but for the most part, it was blowing me sideways or backwards. Even running behind taller people (which is usually everyone for me) didn’t help. Instead of mentally breaking down in these conditions, which I have a tendency of doing in every single marathon, I pushed through. I never really hit a wall and in the parts that I did walk, I made sure it was only for seconds. I knew that I was stronger than this weather and strong enough to finish with my head held up high. Every time I hit a tough part, I looked up and thought of why I was running and knew my grandma was guiding me to the finish. I wanted to cry but knew that I would lead to more dehydration. I wanted to be excited at every cheering section that my family and friends were at. They deserved to see me happy, not suffering especially since they had been out in the cold and walking around all day for me.

Mile 18.5 - Like my Mickey hands?

Mile 18.5 – Like my Mickey hands?

pretty awesome teammates

pretty awesome teammates

In the end, I finished the race strong and happy. I was not in pain, and for the first time in any of my six marathons, I didn’t curse myself in the middle of the race, question why I was doing this, and vow never to run a marathon again. I finished with the runner’s high and excitement that I really wanted. My time was a 4:19:04, which is about 2 minutes off my Chicago time, and a 15 minute course PR from last year. I don’t know how much of my time was affected by the wind but easily 5-10 minutes. Even though yesterday wasn’t officially a PR, I knew in my heart that I ran the best I could and that I was strong enough to do even better under different conditions.

I am so humbled by this race and experience. The crowd support was incredible and I love the course even more the second time around. I have the best teammates and coaches in the whole wide world. Together, we raised over $522,000 so far for the NYC Chapter of the Alzheimer’s Association this year! I have the best friends and family support one can ask for — all the texts, Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram messages, everyone tracking me, and everyone in person. Despite some soreness in my quads, I feel like a million dollars (even more than Wilson Kipsang) and I have all of you to thank for this! Despite all my talk about pulling an Andy Pettitte for a temporary retirement, I am excited for my next marathon (still to be determined).

all the support for Margaret and I

all the support for Margaret and I