Building mental strength

Taking the new marathon shoes out for their first spin!

Taking the new marathon shoes out for their first spin!

It’s no secret, I was pretty down on myself after the London Marathon. I wanted to continue running but I didn’t want to commit to racing or training. There are definitely pros and cons to not focusing on training but knowing there’s an upcoming marathon. Pros – I definitely give myself a lot more leeway when it comes to sticking to certain workouts or following a schedule. For the most part, I run when I feel like it and with the exception of the long runs, I don’t usually care about the distance of any of the runs. Cons – Mentally, you start doubting your ability to run the distance. I’m not running NYC for time (as I try to keep reminding myself over and over), but I don’t want to suffer through a miserable experience if I am not physically ready to run 26.2.

I found Wilson Kipsang at Marcus Garvey Park.

I found Wilson Kipsang at Marcus Garvey Park.

The last couple of long runs have helped build my mental strength – 18, 18, 13.1, and 20+ miles yesterday. Yesterday’s run started off rocky. Coach Brian organized a 20-miler for the Alzheimer’s Association team and November Project. The run was organized by pace and the group I signed up for – 9:30/10:00 min/mile was starting at 7:00AM. For the first time in the 4 years that I have been driving out for early morning runs, there was a lot of traffic going through the Lincoln Tunnel and I was late getting to the start. The group already left by the time I arrived so I ended up heading out 20 minutes later with Coach Ali and another teammate. About a mile into the run, I had to use the bathroom again, and made a stop at Chelsea Piers (P.S. for anyone running along the West Side Highway, this is a great public bathroom option). After that point, I ended up running the rest of the run by myself.

Telling Cat Hill that I am better than it.

Telling Cat Hill that I am better than it.

In overly dramatic runner fashion, I was upset and angry that I was late to the start and ended up missing the group. I was disappointed I would need to run nearly 20 miles by myself and even more disappointed that I didn’t have my headphones with me. I mean how could I possibly do a long run without people or headphones? Ironically, it ended up being one of the best 20-milers I’ve ever run. The route wasn’t too difficult navigate and more than 13 miles of it was on the marathon course. There were 3 water stops organized throughout the route, manned by awesome volunteers. Josh was at the first water stop, right at the start of the Williamsburg Bridge, about 6 miles in, and by the time I got there, I was in a runner’s high and forgot all about the morning’s stress.

Just the run I needed.

Just the run I needed.

I ran a conservative first half, averaging around 10 minute pace with the slowest mile on 1st Avenue in Manhattan (mile 12-13) due to the traffic lights and crowds. The last 7.5 miles were the fastest, averaging around 9:30 minute pace with the last mile at 9:13. I finished feeling strong, with energy left in the tank, and mentally confident. My fueling was on point and I was relatively consistent with pacing the entire way despite the traffic lights. I started slow, and along the flatter parts of the course, I was slightly faster, a little slower on the bridges and hills, but despite the rolling hills in the last parts of the route, I maintained a strong finish. Yesterday’s run without friends and music was exactly what I needed to build my mental strength.

In my experience, a marathon is 1/3 physical and 2/3 mental. I am hoping this new-found strength will carry me into the marathon and help me run a consistent race.

Hope everyone had a good weekend! Congratulations to all of my friends who ran the Chicago Marathon (especially Amanda who ran a 6 minute PR), Brooklyn RnR Half, and Staten Island Half.

Grete’s Great Gallop Recap

I finished my 10th half marathon! Today I ran Grete’s Great Gallop in Central Park and man was it brutal.

DSC00343I brilliantly threw my race strategy of 3-3-3 out of the door when I started running – first 1/3 as warm-up, second 2/3 at race pace, and last 1/3 as cool down – yeah right, who needs a strategy? I went out way too fast for the first half and I was paying for it by mile 8. My 10K split was only 8 seconds slower than my 10K race PR. I was actually thinking at that time I could PR today. There’s something wrong with that especially when I don’t remember the last time I did any sort of speed work.

Thank goodness for my friend, Julio found me around mile 8 and we ran into Amanda around the same time as well. Julio was out for his easy 10 in the park and fortunately didn’t mind pushing me for the last 5. He got me through Harlem Hill, all the rolling hills on the west side of the park, and waited for me through each water station. When we saw Josh cheering around mile 12, he was next to me shouting that I better use that as a boost. With 200 meters to go until the finish, I had everyone shouting at me – Julio to the right, Josh to the left, and Coach Brian and our teammate, Carol. With their cheers, I found whatever energy was left and “sprinted” into the finish. The last 0.25 miles were at 7:47 pace.

DSC00361I finished the race in 1:59:40, barely sub-2 hours but happy to even be able to get that time given the lack of training. This was also a course PR from earlier this winter. Today’s race is a reminder of how awesome my teammates are and the great friendships we’ve formed along the way. While running is an individual sport, it’s the team that gives me the motivation and drive to continue.

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Happy Sunday! Hope everyone rocked their races this weekend!